writing.

So, right now, I'm writing a story; it seems I've taken writing up again.

Just thought you ought to know. (:

haters gonna hate.

Just opened this email that a girl from my year emailed to me.

IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD?

If you would say no, DELETE THIS E-MAIL , NOW. IF YOU WOULD SAY YES,
AND STAND UP FOR JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON.

Note: This is a true article that was printed in a southern newspaper less then a year ago

TAKE A DEEP BREATH BEFORE READING THIS

There was an atheist couple who had a child. The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord. One night when the little girl was 5 years old, the parents fought with each other and the dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child. Then, the dad shot himself. The little girl watched it all. She then was sent to a foster home. The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church.. On the first day of Sunday School, the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus, and to have patience with her. The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said, 'Does anyone know who this is?' The little girl said, 'I do, that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died.'

If you believe this little girl is telling the truth that even though she had never heard of Jesus, he still held her the night her parents died, then you will forward this to as many people as you can.

Or you can delete it as if it never touched your heart.

Funny, isn't it?

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. (Or is it scary?)

Funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Funny how we can go to church for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. (Are you laughing?)

Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. (Are you thinking?)

Pass this on only if you mean it.

Now tell me: what the fuck is this shit?

Firstly, who the fuck would "feel ashamed for the rest of their life" for telling the damned truth?

There is no "God".

Secondly, who the FUCK said that the person pointing the gun at you would kill you if you believed in "God"? "Die standing up for God"; what is this shit?

"Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell."

Oh ha bloody ha. That is just so funny, don't you think? Funny how even all the people who are Christian are going to be there when the world will be "going to hell". And, there's no need to wonder why the world's going "to hell". Humanity is shit; haven't you ever noticed?

I mean, supposedly going to hell, which, might I add, doesn't even exist? I always find it funny whenever people say "Oh, I know God is watching over me.", etc, etc. Are they all idiots?

I respect the fact that there is religion, but I think that it's slightly pathetic. I personally don't give a fuck about the finer points. I mean, you know, I find it just a little annoying when people try to shove their beliefs down my fucking throat.

Also, I DON'T GIVE A BLOODY FUCK ABOUT CHAIN-MAILS.

"Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says."

Perhaps because this is something that actually happens; actual FACT. It's based on the lives of people and other events and it comes from a source.

"Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. (Or is it scary?)"

So tell me, who is this 'everyone' you speak of? I don't give a fucking shit about going to "heaven". And I know plenty of other people who don't either.

"Funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God)."

No God and no Satan. That's all I'm saying.

"Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing."

Yep. Everyone uses e-mail for random shit and jokes. Perhaps people "think twice about sharing" because, I don't know, maybe not everyone is fucking Christian? And you know, a lot of e-mails aren't just jokes and a lot don't spread like wildfire.

"Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace."

Because, again, not everyone gives a damn about this shit.

"Funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them."

Yes, I'll totally go and forward this piece of shit.

"Funny how we can go to church for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week. (Are you laughing?)"

So funny. I'm laughing so hard. I'm almost gasping for breath. It's not as if I care whether someone proclaims that they're a Christian to the world.

"Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. (Are you thinking?)"

Maybe because God doesn't exist. Hmm, there's a thought.

I don't care if people hate me after this. This is what I believe, and I will not change my mind until I actually see some real proof that this shit is real.

bored.

hey people. i'm so tired.

someone come to my house and entertain me. :)

no. i'm just kidding...i'm going to a wedding tomorrow...

i don't know what to say anymore...:O

blah blah blah.

oh and i finished the truth about forever by sarah dessen today. it's pretty good!

oh wait. it's friday...i remember now. i didn't go to school today. i did nothing while everyone was at school, and watching megamind. woohoo.

i slept in for an extra 4 and a half extra hours. (i woke up at 11 today.)

so after i woke up, i just sat and read and then ate brekkie and cleaned up the house (the wedding's half-happening at our place).

my day was pretty much slow, yet tiring. :)

i'll see you peoples on monday...i guess.